Monday, March 7, 2011

The First Trimester & a Cashman Update

January 15th: 6 weeks, 2 days

I am so mad right now! I have been taking daily notes of how I'm feeling each day and I must've accidentally pressed a button, because before I even knew what happened, I had highlighted all the text and deleted it, never to be recovered. Well I'll try to remember what I wrote. The main jist of it was that I have been having one episode of nausea per day for the last few days, but nothing that has lasted more than 3o minutes and nothing that has been to terrible. I got sick on Sunday (the 9th) after lunch, but I think it had more to do with the food than the hormones...who knows! I'm 6 weeks 2 days now (unofficially since I haven't seen the doctor yet), but I have been feeling pretty good. By this time during my last pregnancy, I was having serious nausea episodes and some throwing up. By 7 weeks last time, I was a mess. The only thing that I have noticed this time is that I'm very tired most of the time. Whether I've had 5 hours of sleep or 8 hours of sleep, I'm pretty fatigued. I started noticing yesterday that my pants aren't fitting the same! Everyone says that you start bloating/showing earlier with your second, but I didn't think I'd have to start thinking about maternity clothes this early. I'm still in my regular clothes for now, but they are starting to get a little bit more snug in the waist than they were last week. I started showing earlier than most people last time, so I can't imagine how big I'm going to get this time! Also, right after I found out I was pregnant last time, my face was broken out really bad, and continued to be for a few weeks. This time my skin has been very clear. I remember craving lots of vinegar and salt last time, and so far, I've been craving sweet things and carbs. Every pregnancy is different, right! Anyway, so far so good. I can't complain! Hopefully I won't delete this post in the future.


January 17th: 6 weeks, 4 days

I am writing this at 12:46am, so technically its Monday the 17th, but this post is about Sunday. I remember that Sundays were always my "most sick days" with Cash because of the lack of sleep I always got the night before. Colt and I stay up late, and even with attempts to go to bed early on Saturday nights, my body clock was off and I couldn't sleep. I would get very little sleep, and be very nauseated the next day. Today, I woke up thinking that now that I'm 6 weeks, and it was a Sunday, I would probably be nauseated. I armed myself with a bag full of peppermints and preggie pops. Thankfully I didn't need them, other than a peppermint to freshen my coffee breath! :) I'm still not feeling sick. Like I said before, I have tiny little episodes that last no more than a half hour, and then I'm fine, but its NOTHING like last time. Tonight (Sunday night), I have been CRAVING carbs. Well actually, I've been craving carbs for several days now. In the last few days, I have eaten about 3/4 of a box of whole grain bowtie pasta. I am justifying it by reminding myself that it is whole grain. Whatever, I don't care. I am eating for three since I am still nursing Cash 3-5 times a day. Anyway, I'm still feeling good! Also, I seem to be smelling everything during this pregnancy. Way more than I did with Cash. Everyone said your sense of smell is heightened during pregnancy but I never noticed when I was pregnant with Cash. This time, I can tell a difference. I loved the title of a post from one of the girl's on my pregnancy website that was entitled, "The Whole World Smells Like Dog Poop". While I don't share that opinion, I still found it amusing. I can't wait for Tuesday's ultrasound!


January 24: 6 weeks, 4 days (to be explained)

Tuesday of this week, what I thought was 6 weeks, 5 days, was a crazy day. I begged my mom to schedule an appointment with the ultrasound tech at her office so we could see the heartbeat. She was hesitant, because we didn't really know how far along I was, and she didn't want to schedule us to early, in case we couldn't see anything, and that would freak us out. I drove her crazy until she finally agreed. With Cash, I was able to see him and the heartbeat by 6 weeks 6 days, so I thought we'd be ok this time too. The ultrasound tech was not the same woman that gave us ultrasounds with Cash. This girl was so sweet, but had never done an OB ultrasound before. She specialized in cardiac and vein ultrasounds but she said she'd try her best. We came in on Tuesday, and I laid on the table,excited to see that little grain of rice! We looked and looked for about 20 minutes but we couldn't see anything or hear anything. Of course, after we left, we were a little bit freaked out. I called my doctor and left a message with the OB nurse as soon as we left. It was about 2:30pm, so I thought I'd hear back by the end of the day, but no such luck. I woke up around 9 the following day and tried to call again. "You've reached The Women's Group answering service..." WHAT!?! Of course, the one day I actually need them to be open, they are closed all day for meetings. That was a long day. Finally I got a call back the next morning and they scheduled me for an ultrasound on Friday. I was really nervous Friday morning getting ready. Finally we got there and I hopped up on the table. Even with all the drama, I knew everything would be ok. I wasn't even THAT worried. I just had a feeling everything was alright. Sure enough, she did the ultrasound and we were able to see the baby, and the heartbeat. It was 120 beats per minute. She measured the baby, and I was actually only 6 weeks, 1 day! That was exactly a week behind what I thought. That means we found out that we were pregnant at about 3 weeks and a few days! Same with Cash. That's great because it probably means I have really good hormone levels, but those hormones sure do make you sick sometimes! I got sick twice today. I hope this is not a pattern that's going to form. Although, I was pretty sick with Cashman, and it was beyond worth it! Anyway, it is now Sunday night (Monday morning) at 1am, and I am 6 weeks 4 days (if you count it as Monday). I'll update more later!

February 4th : 8 weeks, 1 day

OOPS! I didn't realize I have completely skipped over week 7. Well I think it could be summed up as "starting to get sick". I spent a lot of week 7 feeling very queasy, althought not as bad as how sick I was with Cash. This seems to be manageable most of the time. I have been eating Preggie Pops like candy...well they kind of are. Those seem to help. Peppermints were the only thing I could stomach when I was pregnant with Cash to keep the nausea at bay, but now thinking of a peppermint makes me sick. So yes, week 7...sick!

The beginning of this week (8 weeks as of yesterday) feels a lot like week 7. I have been feeling pretty good most of the time, but I have my moments of "UGH!". For instance, today I asked Colt to get me some french fries at Burger King, (which is completely evil of me to begin with since he has been doing so good with eating really healthy), and I scarfed them down when he brought them home. We met again about 30 minutes later when I violently threw them up. I seem to be ok if I can eat every few hours. If I haven't eaten in a while, and I'm starting to get hungry, I get really sick. With Cash, I was sick pretty much all the time, no matter what I did, so this is leaps and bounds better. One of the main problems is that nothing really sounds good to me. When something does sound good to me, I have to eat it, whatever it is, for the calories. As I've mentioned, I'm still breastfeeding Cash, so I need calories for him, calories for me and calories for this baby. That's a lot of calories! Hopefully the nausea will ease up over the next few weeks and I'll be able to eat more healthily. Although Cash was built on diet coke and pizza and he's the picture of health! :) I'll update more after my doctor's appointment on Monday. Talk to you soon!


February 14th: 9 weeks, 4 days

Well the end of my 8th week came and went, with a lot of drama. At 8 1/2 weeks the nausea hit me like a ton of bricks. I couldn't eat anything, and I would have been throwing up constantly if it weren't for me sitting still, basically willing myself not to vomit. This lasted for several days before I called my doctor and asked for some medicine. She prescribed me Phenergan. I would only allow myself to take it if I REALLY needed it because I don't like the idea of taking medication in the first trimester if its not necessary. It became necessary. I tried it one day, and it made me feel like I was moving in slow motion. It did help with the nausea but it made me very tired. At my appointment on Monday the 7th, I explained that to my doctor and she prescribed me generic Zofran. It is a miracle drug! I felt 100% better after taking it, and the effects last for 8 hours. It is AMAZING! I have taken it a few times when necessary, and it has helped so much. The best part is, it is really safe!

My doctor's appointment was really uneventful. They did the normal tests, but the doctor said it was too early to try and use the doppler (I was 8 1/2 weeks). Basically they did the normal tests and told me to come back in 4 weeks.

Around the beginning of the 9th week, my nausea almost completely subsided. I had been praying and praying and praying that it would. I promised myself I would not worry about the sudden lack of nausea if it quickly went away, just as long as it went away. Now I am trying to live up to that. I still have many other pregnancy symptoms, like fatigue (not as bad as it was but still there), having to go #1 way more often, and all of the glorious tummy issues that go with pregnancy. I'm just glad I'm not so sick anymore.

I have been craving Mexican food a lot lately. I am still having aversions to coffee and meat which are normally two of my favorite things. Tonight, I had a really strong craving for my Pam Pam's hot blackberry cobbler with ice cream. Mmmmm! Currently, I am sitting on the couch, eating Gobstoppers that I made Colt stop and get for me, and waiting for Colt to start the Bachelor. :) Better run!


February 17th: 10 weeks

Today was a great day. Although I promised myself I wouldn't worry myself if the morning sickness went away (which I prayed and prayed and prayed for), once it went away, I did begin to start worrying a little bit. I was worried that my "sudden loss of morning sickness" could be an indicator of miscarriage, although there were no other signs of one. We had purchase our Baby Sounds fetal doppler off of Ebay around the end of my 8th week (I think), but I hadn't been able to pick up the heartbeat since we bought it. Of course, that only added to the worry. Tonight, I decided to try it again on a whim. I laid down on my bed, put the headphones on, and started moving the doppler over my belly. It took about 20 minutes, but there it was! It was ranging from the 130s to the 150s. I am so relieved I found a good, strong heartbeat, but I have to say, the best thing is I'M NOT SICK! I have a healthy baby, and I'm not sick! This was something I never experienced in my first trimester with Cash. I was sick as a dog until 12 weeks. God really answered my prayers and relieved me from the misery that is morning sickness! I really don't know how much longer I could have gone on with the constant nausea without having a major breakdown.

Another fun/silly thing I did today was take the Intelligender test. Yet another Ebay purchase. If you don't know what Intelligender is, I will try to give you a Reader's Digest description. It is a little test that can be purchased at Walgreens, CVS etc. It comes with a cup to collect your first morning urine, a syringe to extract the urine from the cup, and a jar with the company logo etc. The jar has some tiny, clear crystals at the bottom, with a sandy texture. One one side of the jar is a dark green sticker that says BOY and on the other side is a salmon pink sticker that says GIRL. Supposedly, by collecting your first morning urine, extracting it from the cup with the syringe, putting a urine sample in the jar with the stickers, and swirling the jar for ten seconds, the test can tell you within 80-90% certainty what the gender of your baby is, by 10 weeks into your pregnancy. Today was the beginning of my 10th week, so of course I had to try it. :) If your urine, mixed with the crystals in the jar turns green, its a boy. If it turns salmon pink, its a girl. Well ladies and...well hopefully only ladies on this post, my jar turned green. Which means, according to Intelligender, we're having another BOY! Of course, we aren't banking on this as we only really did it for fun. I have a friend that tried it with both of her kids. For her oldest daughter, it said she was going to have a girl and it was right. She is now pregnant again, and it said she was having a boy, but ultrasound confirmed that she is having another girl. Supposedly, if the test says you are having a girl, you most likely are, but if it says you are having a boy, there is still a chance you are having a girl. Who really knows though! All that being said, I would LOVE LOVE LOVE to have another boy. I would love to have a whole house full of boys. I was telling my friend earlier today, I love the idea of having a bunch of wild boys, terrorizing the neighborhood, one baseball through an upstairs window at a time! :) On the other hand, I would love to have a girl and watch Colt with a daughter. Its a win win for me! Just as long as he/she is not a democrat. ;)

More later!


March 7th: 13 weeks, 3 days

You may be wondering what happened to weeks 11 and 12. Well I have been super busy running around with Cash, and have had a ton of photo shoots lately! Business is booming! :) Not to mention, our laptop crashed last week. We got a new one today, and a pretty sweet wireless printer! Also, I was a little bit confused about my due date to begin with. My original due date was September 9th, but after our ultrasound at 6 weeks, I found out I was measuring about 6 days behind what I thought, so I started going by the ultrasound due date. At my last appointment, I asked the doctor about it, and she said to go by my original due date because ultrasounds aren't super reliable, and if its less than a week and a half difference, they go by the orignial due date. I wanted to ask why no one changed my due date when I was pregnant with Cash, and measuring 3 weeks ahead of schedule every time, but at this point it doesn't matter. Haha! I have my next appointment tomorrow. I don't think it will be very eventful. We opted not to get the down syndrome screening, so they won't be doing an ultrasound. I think they'll just listen to the heartbeat on the fetal doppler (which we have been doing at home with our own fetal doppler that we bought on ebay), and measure fundal height. BOOORING! Anyway, that's what's up. I'm going to make an appointment at Pregnancy Treasures for the 24th of March (if available), to find out the gender of the baby! We're really excited about that. Its amazing how many times a day I forget that I'm pregnant, and how much faster this pregnancy has flown by! I guess that's what happens when you're chasing a toddler all day! Speaking of my little sweetieface, I think I am going to start incorporating my posts about him into these pregnancy update posts to save me some time. He is moving a mile a minute now, and doing so many new things that keeping up with a blog soley about him would be a full time job.

Cashy boy is doing just great. I have been taking him to parks a lot, and letting him walk around. He is a great walker now, and enjoys performing his newly discovered skill. I would say he mastered walking by 13 months. They say the longer it takes a baby to walk, the more coordination they'll have because it takes more coordination to crawl than it does to walk. Who knows! I walked at 10 months and have very little coordination. He is still waving hi and by, and loves to blow kisses when people leave now. He is really attached to his Aunt Em. I think he has a crush on her. Haha! He loves to play outside every morning. He has a ton of trucks, wagons, and other fun toys on the porch, but he'd rather venture outside and just walk or crawl around in the dirt. We have a swing in our oak tree that he loves to go in, but Moe has taken to trying to attack his legs when he's swinging in it. Playfully of course. He is learning a lot about the trees and flowers and points at them all the time.He is OBSESSED with lights and loves to point at them. He loves to point at everything actually. That is his way of not having to say the word. Whenever he points, I say the word of whatever he's pointing at so he knows. I can see the wheels turning as he watches my mouth sound out the word. When I Was teaching him how to say "bath", I would say BA-TH. He has the "ba" part down, but when I Would sound out the "th" sound, I would stick my tounge out (sound out "th" and you'll see what I mean). He started saying, "ba" and then just sticking his tounge out. HAHA! He's the most entertaining person I've ever met. He loves to turn on and off light switches, and he has learned to climb up on the couch. Cashman has become quite the daredevil as he likes to stand on the back of the couch and bang on the french doors (very dangerous if you knew how the furniture was positioned). He gets a swat for that. I like him to let him explore though and try not to shelter him or prevent him from doing much. When he was first learning to climb off of our bed, I knew he would fall off eventually because he wasn't very good at it, but he wanted to try it. I let him try as I spotted him without touching him. I wanted him to get the feeling of falling, but not actually hurt himself. It seems to have worked because he is very careful now when he climbs off the bed. He has become a better listener in the past few weeks. He knows there are certain things which are off limits like the cable box and the cleaning cabinet. We don't have any baby proofing stuff around the house other than the outlet plugs. I want him to stay out of the cabinets because he knows he's not allowed in them, not because he can't open them. Now when he goes over to the cable box, he'll bend down, and look at it very closely, then look at me, and shake his head no. He's learning! I can't describe what a thrill it is to watch him learn new things everyday. He is really attached to his Daddy still and squeals with joy when Colt comes home. He stopped saying, "Mama" for a while, and I started to worry that he forgot how to say it. The morning that I really started thinking about that, is the morning he started saying it all the time again. I never tire of hearing him say it. He is the sweetest boy in the whole world and I love, LOVE being his Mama. I will try to update about him more often, but I would rather smooch on him than blog about him. :) Thanks for reading, guys!

Saturday, February 26, 2011

3 1/2 Clarks

So...here we are again. :)

January 2nd: After several days of taking pregnancy tests in the morning, all of which were negative, I thought for sure I was not pregnant this month. That morning, like the others before it that week, I woke up and took a pregnancy test. I waited the specified time, and it appeared that there was a very faint second line on the test. By very faint, I mean VERY faint! I thought I was psyching myself out, wanting it to be positive, and wishfully seeing a second line. I retested later that day, it it appeared to be negative. Threw tests away. I had taken a few of these cheap, internet purchased pregnancy tests in the days previous and they were all negative, but left a suspicious faint line after the 5 minute waiting period.

January 3rd, 11:24am: Yes, we slept in that morning. I woke up, and quickly ran to the bathroom. I took another one of those cheap internet pregnancy tests, and this time I saw a very VERY faint line appear within the 5 minute waiting time. I told Colt we should probably get some Clear Blue Digital tests. You know, the ones that say "Pregnant" or "Not Pregnant" so there would be no confusion. At this point, I was still thinking that it was negative since I had seen so many suspicious second lines on the other tests that had all turned out to be negative. That morning was busy for us. Colt left to make a CVS run for the pregnancy tests, and then made a stop at the bank. We had a TV repair man on the way to our house that was supposed to give us a 30 minute warning, but ended up calling to say he was coming down the street to our house. Colt returned just in time to help me frantically pick up Cash's toys that were scattered all over the living room floor. He laid the CVS bag down on the counter, and I sneakily picked it up, and walked into the bathroom. With Cash on one hip, I dipped the pregnancy test in the same "sample" I had used that morning. The little hourglass popped up and started blinking, blinking, blinking. I tried to play it cool, so I left it on the counter, and helped Colt pick up some more around the house. A few seconds later I returned to the bathroom, and there it was. PREGNANT!

Here we go again!

I was so excited to be expecting again, but still rushing around the house to prepare for the TV repair man's arrival. I walked out of the bathroom with the test, and smiled at Colt. "Its positive?" "YEP!" "ALRIIIGHT!!!!" *Smooch*. SO EXCITED!

We always knew we wanted kids (in the plural), and are really happy that Cash and his little brother or sister will be close in age.

So, stay tuned for more Clark Family Updates as we expand (or as I expand)!

Thursday, January 13, 2011

My Big Birthday Boy

I have been putting off posting for a long time. Seemingly every day that I put it off, there is something else I have to remember to report! Today is Cash's first birthday. I meet today with mixed emotions. Of course I am grateful for a year of milestones, health and happiness but it is definitely bittersweet. Having Cash has totally rocked my world, as I'm sure having a baby does to everyone. I know my feelings aren't unique or special in some way from the way other mother's feel about their baby, but I think every mother feels like their relationship with their baby is unique and special. In a way, it is. No one in this world has loved, or will love your baby quite like you. Watching him grow from a ball of cells...


to a baby...

to a toddler...
Cash is 1 today. Its funny to think back on his milestones, and how excited we were when he started a new one. When he first started rolling over, I could have sat there for hours and watched him roll back and forth. Now his "tricks" are a little more entertaining. :)

Currently, Cash's new obsession is clapping. He loves it. We were watching Jeopardy (his all-time fav), and when the audience would clap, he would clap. He is walking very fast with his walker. He can stand for long periods of time if he wants to, but he usually doesn't want to. Lazy boy! On January 11th, Cash took his first step. He did it three times that day in fact. He is still eating baby food about 4 times a day, and breastfeeding 3 to 5 times. We started him on almond milk because he is allergic to cow's milk, and he likes it but its really low in calories. Cash went from being 75th percentile in weight, to 25th or just slightly below. The pediatrician said it was due to the lack of dairy in his diet. I have been trying to "fatten him up" with avocado and a little bit of olive oil mixed in with his food. He loves to eat cut up food off of my plate at restaurants, but doesn't like to eat it at home. He's becoming very picky. :) I'm trying to teach him to say "all done" or at least a hand gesture, because his way of letting me know he's done now is just simply spitting. Its lovely. He has also began to test his limits with us recently. Screaming, growling, throwing tantrums etc. Lots of fun! Sometimes its hard not to laugh when he growls at the waitress for taking away the loaf of bread that he apparently had plans to eat. Don't worry, we are disciplining him.

He can say, "Dada" which sometimes is shortened to "Dad", "Mama", "Dog" and a new one..."Bible" although it sounds like "Babu". Yes, he's very Godly. :) He is also starting to say, "No" and "Bath". He loves to play with Moe, and pull his ears. I don't know if this comes from his love for Moe, or just his love for the taste, but Cash loves to eat dog food. He will try to sneak over to Moe's bowl and grab a handful without me noticing, which always ends up with me spotting him, chasing him across the kitchen floor as he tries to escape an impending swat, and me scraping the food out of his mouth, and delivering that swat. He is so strong willed that he usually yells at me, and tries to make another run for the bowl, which ends in another few swats. We repeat this cycle until he gets the picture. He loves to clap and give high fives, which provides endless hours of entertainment for Colt and I and our families. He likes to click his tongue to hear the sound it makes, and he also imitates what you're doing with your mouth (especially when someone is chewing gum). His favorite game is "sneak up" where we will quietly creep up on a seemingly unsuspecting family member. Recently he has become a pro at climbing up and down the stairs to the podium at church. We don't have any stairs at our house, so you can imagine my surprise when he climbed right up them at church!

He is such a sweet boy, and loves to cuddle. He is a sucker for butterfly kisses, and is starting to get the hang of Eskimo kisses too. He is in a size 18 months for most clothes, and a size 4 shoe. We have been stocking up on size 4 and 5 shoes, just in case he decides to start walking anytime soon. Fingers crossed!

This year with Cash has been amazing. Its cliche to say (that rhymes), but its hard to imagine him not being in our lives now. He is such a source of joy and laughter for us. Watching him do something (usually when its a naughty thing) and hear Colt say, "That is SO you," is so surreal but cool. Its hard to imagine he is the same little baby that kept me awake when I was 22 weeks pregnant in Vero Beach with all of his late night kicking. I have a lot of nicknames for him. They are the type that aren't thought out ahead of time, but somehow just come about. One of my nicknames for him is, "heart and soul boy" because that's what he is. My heart and soul.

This entire post I have been trying to find words to express how much we love Cash, and how enamoured with him we are, but there are no words. If you are a parent, you know just what I am talking about. I just love him. Love love love love love him. Thank you for a wonderful year, Cashy boy!

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Cashman: 9 1/2-10 Months

HORRIBLE! I'm horrible at this. In order to catch everyone up on the last several weeks, I should put everything in bullet points. I hope to start updating little by little. That way it won't be too overwhelming for me, or you for that matter!
- Halloween! It was great. Cash wasn't into trick-or-treating, as it was a Sunday night, and Cash always has a hard day on Sundays. He fell asleep sitting up in his wagon! He spent most of the walk in his Grandma's arms. Even though his time as Yoda was very limited, he rocked it.

- What new milestones has Cash reached in the last few weeks, you ask?!? He has quite a few new tricks up his sleeves! One of my favorites is his new trick of waving hello and goodbye. It is ADORABLE! Of course, sometimes we beg and beg for him to show this trick off, and he won't, but then we'll be standing in a checkout line at the grocery store, and he'll wave to the cashier. Last night he waved to Colt across Target which made Daddy swell with pride.

- Cash also loves to DANCE now! He has a music table that we purchased from the Jumpin' Jeans consignment sale. Thanks for the tip, Amanda Olsen! Cash loves it. All of the buttons on the top of the table make some sort of noise or play a song. Cash loves to stick his little booty out and jam out. Sometimes we turn on the music channels on our TV just to watch him dance to the oldies.
- This next trick we are especially proud of...Cash can say 3 words now!!! For the longest time it has just been Mama and Daddy. Over the weekend, his Mammy taught him how to say, "Dog". At first I thought he was just saying "Dada", but there is definitely a distinct difference. Daddy, or "Dada" ends with an "a" (as in apple) sound. Dog sounds just like dog without the "g" sound, and he says it with much enthusiasm. This got me thinking about what other words he can say if I really tried to teach him. Today we worked on "Pass" which is what we call his pacifier. He got the "s" sound, but couldn't, or wouldn't make the "pa" sound. Anyway, I think we're on the verge of a verbal explosion. My mom always said I was very verbal from an early age. Of course. ;)

- Cash is an expert crawler, and quite fast might I add. He loves walking around the edge of the couch and has become pretty good at standing, holding on with one hand, or even using just his back or belly for support. He can walk with his walker. I think with a little bit more confidence, he'll be walking soon.

- Lately he has developed the bad habit of throwing temper tantrums. They are always when he's really tired, BUT that is no excuse. He still gets corrected. I think he has my fiery personality. Haha!

- Sometimes when he's throwing these temper tantrums, I'll correct him, and I give him this look where I drop my head down and look at him intensely with my eyes. Colt has always teased me about this look because apparently I always give it to people when they are doing something I don't agree with. Cash has caught on to this, and now gives me the same look back after I do it to him. It is HILARIOUS, and so hard to continue looking sternly at him when he does it. Its very obvious because he drops his head down very low, and very abruptly. Now he does it back and forth with people for fun. I guess I'm going to have to come up with a different "scary, stern look".

- Cash ate his first Gerber toddler meal last night. It was the second attempt at giving him one of these meals, and the first time he wanted nothing to do with it. Last night he enjoyed the chunks of chicken, pasta wheels, and peas. He didn't eat the whole thing, but he ate a lot more than I thought he would. I suppose when the first toddler meal is prefaced the day before by homemade pot roast at Mammy's house that was cut up for him, it makes the transition easier. He sure did love that pot roast. Its so strange to see him eating real bites of food. He is really into wanting to hold the spoon now, so I let him with my guidance.

- I'm starting to think about weaning him from breastfeeding. First I have to find out how many times a day I'm nursing him! I'm kind of a feed on demand mom so I don't really know how much I feed him. We don't have set feeding times. When he's hungry, I know, and I feed him. Usually I feed him before he actually gets hungry. I know its "bad" but I also comfort nurse before nap time, bedtime, if he's fussy etc. This doesn't bother me though. Everyone said that I would have problems with various parenting choices that we've made (IE. letting him sleep in our bed so long, letting him stay up late with us, feeding him solids to early, letting him have a pacifier right after he was born etc. etc. etc.). We chose to do our own thing, and so far, thankfully, it has worked out for us. Plus, I like breastfeeding! It doesn't bother me one bit. My mom let all of us wean ourselves. I was done at 18 months, my sister at 12, and I think my brother was between 12 and 18. I ain't worried. :)

- I guess I'm really into "quotations" for this post.

- I suppose I should go. Thanksgiving is tomorrow and there is much to do before then. I have to clean up my house, as we are having family over for dessert tomorrow evening. I'm going to attempt to make a peach pie! Such a daunting task. I am BEYOND, BEYOND, BEYOND excited for Cash to experience the holiday season. Oh the pictures I will take! These next few weeks will be super busy for us. Thanksgiving tomorrow, my birthday is November 30th (the big 25!), Buddy's birthday is the 9th of December, my parents' anniversary on the 19th, Daddy's birthday on the 21st, Christmas Eve, and Christmas, Grandma Dee's birthday on Christmas Day, Sharon's birthday on the 30th, New Year's Eve, Cash's first birthday on January 13th, my sister's birthday on the 14th, and my mom's birthday on the 23rd of February. Busy, busy, busy!

Like I said, I will try to update more often. Thanks for reading! "Bye". ;)


Friday, October 22, 2010

Cash's First Go-Round

Today, Colt, Cash and I dropped by the Jumpin' Jeans baby consignment sale. We got some really cool toys for Cash. I love letting Cash try out new toys and seeing what he likes. Its almost a given that if it makes noise, lights up, or has bright colors, he'll like it. We got a table that he can stand up at, and learn about music, a ball that he can chase around that lights up and plays songs, and a drum toy. We planned on wrapping them up for Christmas, but we couldn't resist watching him play with it now. I think we will have more fun on Christmas morning than he will!

Colt had to play at the Don Cesar tonight, so Cash and I were on our own. My car was in the shop, so my sister came to pick us up after she got off of work, and take us to Clearwater to see my family. We haven't hung out, just the original five of us (+ baby), in a long time, and it was nice to remember what being the "older sister" felt like. We went to dinner at Crispers, and then headed down to Octoberfest in Oldsmar. It was 1/2 carnival rides, and 1/2 shops and booths. Cash got to see some traditional German dancing! He couldn't have cared less about the dancers, but he liked the music. He loved looking at the lights on the carnival rides, and games. It was sensory overload! My dad dunked the clown at the dunk tank with the first dollar! Those clowns freak me out. I hate when they say..."Water..." in their low, sinister voices. All I can think of is, "IT" by Stephen King, and then I remember why I had to shower with the shower curtain open for several years...ok and maybe occasionally in present times. Cash rode his first amusement park ride tonight! It was, of course, the merry-go-round. When we first got on the ride, he was smiling and so excited to even be sitting on the plastic horse. When the ride started moving, he lost his mind. He was squealing with excitement. He kept looking at me like, "Isn't this great!" My family got some pictures on their cell phones. I'll post them below. I think the merry-go-round made his night, and mine. Its PATHETIC, but I almost cried while we were on that ride. What has happened to me?!? I'm NOT a crier! I guess that is what having a sweet baby boy will do to a Mama. Its amazing how happy it makes me to see him experience something for the first time. He was so excited, and happy on that brown, plastic horse. When he first got on, he had no idea what was in store for him. Everything was new, and the excitement was so genuine. I love seeing him genuinely surprised! After that, I made a "no-more-ride-rule" until Daddy was with us. We are planning on going to the State Fair so Cash can ride some more rides...and Mama can eat a funnel cake! Yum!

After the festival we all piled back into my Dad's truck and headed back to their house. I changed Cashman into his Thomas the Tank Engine pajamas, and we hung out for a while longer before my parents drove me back home. What good folks I have to drive me back to my house (40 minutes away) and then have to drive back to their house. I would like to think its because they love me, but I have a sneaking suspicion that Cash has something to do with it. Ah well, who can blame them!

Now Cashman is in bed, and Colt and I get to watch our shows! Mama and Daddy alone time! BOW-CHICA-WOW-WOW! Just kidding. :)


(Disregard that Cash's head looks super weird in this picture, I don't know why it does-HAHA!)

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

A sappy thought at 1am...

I always imagined that being a wife and mother would be great. I never imagined it would be this rewarding or fulfilling, or that it would make me this happy. Its a million times better than I ever imagined. That is all for tonight. :)

The first picture we ever took together.

The first baby we ever made together (or in general-HAHA!). :)

Thursday, October 14, 2010

BEWARE OF DOG

The best thing about our neighborhood is that you can't throw a rock without hitting a home occupied by Christians. I love that. Its such a secure feeling to know you have friends all around you, who are right there if you need them. Just off the top of my head, I can think of 5 families that go to our church that live in our neighborhood and dozens more that attend other churches in the area.

My feelings of security were temporarily interrupted this week when we heard about a series of break-ins. My in-laws live a few streets over from us, and were informed that there was an attempted break-in on their neighbor's house. Apparently they went to the grocery store around noon, and when they came back their front door had some damage from where the criminals tried to kick it in. Scary stuff! What took me by surprise was that it was in the middle of the day, at a house that was clearly seen from the street. I prayed about it, and decided I wouldn't let it bother me.

But it did bother me. Today, Colt and I made a trip to Lowes. We bought a chain for our door, some window locks, and lastly, the most cheesy security measure...a BEWARE OF DOG sign for our fence. Its amazing what having a baby that sleeps all the way across the house from you will lead you to do. We also have an ADT system, dog that's a light sleeper, and a video monitor in the baby's room. I think we're pretty well taken care of. In all seriousness, I know that all I can do is pray about it. God has protected me for the last 24 (almost 25) years from people that may want to do me harm, and I pray that he'll continue to do that for me and my family. These little extra security precautions don't hurt though!

In other news, Cash has been doing REALLY well with sleeping in his crib. He doesn't really cry at all anymore when I put him down, and he's been sleeping for 11-12 hours at a time. Love it!

Well I better go. Colt got home a little bit ago, and its time to watch our shows, and hang out! Couldn't have gotten luckier in the husband department. ;)